Last night confusion set in once again over SO many differeny areas in my life...
What am I doing? Why am I here? What does God want from me? and so on and so forth..
I got fustrated because, these are all questions that I have asked before, some of which I thought I had the answers to already...but when one starts to doubt...then a huge shadow is cast, and you cannot see clearly anymore.
When I got back, I prayed...and once again I asked for God to show me direction, because, like it says in a favourite song of mine. "we are just ordinary people, we dont know which way to go". This is why we are called to trust in God.
Someone told me once to trust my heart, and I would tell people to do what they think is right. This may be dangerous advice, IF your heart and mind is not focused on God. Since my return to Hong Kong, I have been working hard to turn my heart back to Jesus. I am not saying that, this is done, NO, it is an everyday process. But what I am saying is that I think that I am closer to God now then I was 'back then', and becasue of this, I can hear him more clearly.
The Bible tells us stories of faith all the time. About how people who trust God are able to overcome, ANY situation that life may throw at them...
I think this is what God is asking me to do in my life right now...
2 comments:
I feel ya El... faith and trust and patience is where I'm at too.
But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him. - Hebrews 11:6
One small step at a time, huh?
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
Philippians 4:7
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